This site is not exactly part of the Spiritgeek.com site or the collected blogs.

In the January 2010 Zeitgeist Newsletter I discussed using a Journal or Diary to keep as a tool of becoming more self-aware and as I am not one to suggest something that I am not willing to do myself so I set up this Journal.

Not only does it have the current entries, beginning on December 30, 2009, but I have a collection of notebooks that have assorted entries from the past that I have always wanted to archive someplace, so here it will be.

I have written on the blog about how I show EVERYTHING, sometime maybe too much, but this whole collection is about chronicling a life and its growth.

Not everything will be directly related to spiritual growth but it is a record of one particular journey, mine. Take it as a collection of examples and experiences, learning from them as I have; who knows, you might learn more from them then I did.


Warning

I'll be the first to admit that some of what gets written in here is somewhat adult in nature, not that I plan on putting porn out, but some of it may not be appropriate for children.


2010/03/04

Great day today...

Had a wonderful meditation this morning and work was pretty good, it's still work but it wasn't terrible. The only thing I wish had happened differently is one of the drivers spilled the beans on my leaving, nice guy but as subtle as nuclear blast...

I realized that work can no longer bother me any more than I choose to let it. It is work, something I do that pays me (weakly) for my time. In about 42 days it will cease to be "my" problem completely. Why make it more than that?

Went to class tonight and had a wonderful insight into the difference between helping someone and creating a possibility in their lives. It took a while, but I realized that it was the same as "Give a man a fish and you feed him for the day, teach him to fish and you feed him (and then some) for a lifetime."

I was definitely tired last night, I was in bed no later than 19:15 and slept till 08:00 this morning. Now THAT is tired...

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